Sunday, October 04, 2009 ♥
2 hours have passed...
i am still hurting inside...
thought i have slowly thrown aside the tears but when i called him juz now, i feel them rolling in my eyes...
i made him promise me that we r still good frens... he did...
i made him promise to be a good ***** n *******... he did...
knowing that verbal agreement has no proof thru law module, i sms-ed him to make him promise that again... he did...
i reli cherish the frenship between us...
n i'm sure he does too...
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:11 PM
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sometimes, when i look at u while u were talking, i wonder why do i like u so much...
honestly, besides u being 1.8m, u r not really handsome...
but there is something abt u which attracted me alot...
perhaps... the confidence u have... the sense of humour u have...
we've known each other for two years already...
i often wonder, if i can turn back time, will i confess to u?
if i did, will i be the one beside u right now?
there r bound to be many regrets in one's life...
this may be one of them in my life...
but i dun regret falling for u...
for u have brought me lots of joy, laughter n happiness...
of course, there r tears too...
right from the start, i noe things wun turn out right at all...
in fact, it is a mistake...
so maybe it is better that we stop making this mistake now than hurt other innocent parties...
i dun blame/hate u for making this decision...
i noe u have made the right choice...
u r a good man, i cant be wrong abt that...
i can see that u r reli very sorry n guilty over wad happened...
u haven been so emotional n serious for the times we r together...
but it takes two hands to clap...
u r not the only one at fault...
though it's hurting me alot now, but give me some time, i will recover...
i trust ur words when u said we r still very good frens...
i really hope this is so...
because i dun wan to lose u... even as a good fren...
n even as a good fren, u will still have a special place in my heart...
i noe u wun be seeing these words...
but still, thank u for teaching me how to love...
i still do love u...
but rest assured, i will put it down ok?
i promise u... good frens it shall be...
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:17 PM