Sunday, July 15, 2007 ♥
Said previously tt i will talk abt my recording experiences... But i'll put it aside first... Next entry will be abt tt... =D
Went to the nursing home juz now as we r letting my grandma stay there... I wouldn't wan her to stay there if there is a choice... She needs ppl to look after her but my parents r working n i will be working soon too... U noe, it's so depressing to stay there when u have so many children... N it's not tt ur children r very busy... They, except my dad, r not working n have so much free time n yet they do not wan to come n look after their weak mother... I'm her grandchild n yet i'm doing so much more for her... Aren't they ashamed of themselves???
One of them is even worse... She's not loaded but she's definitely not poor... In the first place, she was the one who suggested putting grandma into the nursing home... N yet, when they said to share costs, she said she can only fork out $100... Hello??? She's ur mother for goodness sake! How can u say/do such things??? U've been so stingy for the past 30 years... Din give ur mother any money to spend except during chinese new year... N now, when ur mother is weak, u do not wan to do ur part by looking after her or pay for her stay... I'm reli speechless when i heard tt...
Sometimes i reli wonder wad's the use of having so many children... N i'm missing my grandma now... Have been holding back at the home cuz i dun wan to let my family see the weak side of me... Another thing is tt i wan to increase my EQ by learning how to control my emotions... So ya... Grandma, i love you...
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:58 AM