Sunday, July 18, 2010 ♥

There r two very important people in my company that made my life interesting n happy... For those who followed me on twitter, i guess u will noe who i'm gonna talk about... Right... They are daddy edwin n abang yusri... =D

Daddy edwin is the first material handler whom i got to know in depth after a month of working there in year 2007... I liked him almost immediately n we always got endless topics to talk n laugh about, even till now... He shared with me the days which were the darkest period of his life n also, the stuff that happened when he was young... I felt real close with him n slowly, i started calling him daddy... He will also tell the new colleagues that i am his daughter... Haha... An auntie colleague of mine juz told me the other day that if daddy edwin n i really have a father-daughter relationship, we will be a pair whom get along real well with each other... Sometimes I really wish that he is my father... Because he is there for me whenever I was down... Everytime I am sad, I will first look for him before crying my heart out... Juz like the time when i received the news that my grandma is in a serious condition, daddy edwin is the one who stayed by my side while I was sobbing terribly... He tried to console me n told me to be strong... This incident happened three months ago but now as i am thinking of it, i am still very touched by his care for me... I shared with him everything... Things which i din even tell my real father... Partly because i feel a distance between my father n i... Basically, we don't really talk... =X N so, i guess that is y i really see edwin as my daddy... I need a fatherly figure to confide in n he is the trusted one... He will call me during my exam period to see how am i coping... N i really appreciated it greatly this year as my grandma left me during my exam period... He consoled me when i told him i am in pain as i am unable to attend my grandma's cremation... In every significant happenings in my life, he is there for me... Thank u daddy edwin... But i did my part as his daughter too... To stop him from smoking too much n eating too many panadol... Though i doubt he heeded my words... Haha...

Abang yusri is a nice n cute guy too... I don't see him as my daddy... After all, it is already sufficient to have one awesome daddy edwin... =) I really don't know wad i see abang as... Maybe reli juz an overaged abang... Haha... But he is reli cute... Always give the kind of cheeky smile that boy boy gave... N so i will tell him "jangan senyum boleh tak?". Haha... Actually i only got to know him better when i went back to my post in may 2009... Because that was when my work is more related to his packing line... WIP n scrap etc... So I sought his help whenever i needed it n he will always be there to help... Our relationship developed from just colleagues who help each other to friends who have things to talk n joke about... He is a quiet guy whom i haven seen him lose his temper in my three years there... Even when there was this unruly guy shouting at him nonsensically, he did not lose his cool n continued speaking in his usual calm tone... Despite this, he is quite a joker who always shared with me funny things n his recent love is to scare me with ghost stories... I am scared but i still enjoyed the stories... N will always ask him to tell me more... Haha... He is also super nice as he will give me a lift to a bus stop whenever he is working the day shift... Once, it was raining heavily n he sent me home instead... =) I am not the only one who think he is nice... The rest of the production staff also said that he is the most reliable guy around... Haha!

These two persons r reli important to me. There r many people in the company, but they are the only two who reli had an impact on me... Juz these brief descriptions can never describe how nice they are... But they are reli reli nice n i thank god for letting me meet them... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:25 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ♥

Today is my first day of work after my long study break... Planned to do alot of work in the office but some time before 12, B smsed me to ask where am i... It appears that he wanna ask me out for lunch so i told him i'm at the office... He told me to take the day off n we will go somewhere far to eat... Of course i did so... Luckily boss allowed me to take an urgent half day... That's the advantage of becoming a part-timer bah? Lol...

Met him outside my company n we set off for our lunch... He started driving onto the expressway n so i asked him where is he kidnapping me to... It turns out that he haven decided which place yet... He thought of a place which sells yummy prawn noodles but when we got there, it wasn't opened! =( N so, we went to the nearby harbourfront... But harbourfront reli got limited choices, which after walking around, we decided on KFC... Lol... Funny how we always end up at KFC... The other time was when we went to the zoo, in which he thought that the restaurants in night safari will be opened in the noon... Silly him... =D

Had a long chat over our KFC lunch... About my studies, my future and his future... He is reli very concerned abt me, which made me happy... Cuz that may mean i reli meant sth to him... But well, we shan't talk abt that at this moment... =X But this nugget guy... I told him i lost weight le but he said dun have... When i insisted i reli did, he gave in by saying maybe my bones r heavy... Nugget de lo... I told him i will lose more weight n prove him wrong... Haha...

After lunch, we decided to walk around but harbourfront is pretty boring... So we left that place n we took a drive up to the oh-so-familiar mount faber... But it is not very interesting either, n so he suggested to go to the seaside at labrador park... I told him i haven been there since my primary school days, which was reli very long ago... Anyway, we reached there after a short while n was surprised to find a spa there... Such a ulu place with no publicity... Who will go? =X

N so, we started climbing the uphill slope to reach the so-called bridge that will lead to the seaside... I told him to slowly climb cuz i cnt carry him if he faint... Lol... But i guess we r reli a weird scene as he was in his office wear, meaning long-sleeved shirt, while i was in my usual jeans... We r definitely not in the right clothes to be strolling at labrador park under the scorching sun... To think we were juz complaining abt the heat entering the car through the windows several minutes ago... Now we r offering ourselves to the sun, to let it burn us thoroughly... =X N to our dismay, the bridge was already dismantled! Meaning we have to take the long footpath down... N so we did, taking the slow stroll n chatting abt lotsa things... Oh oh... We saw this couple whereby the guy is even more pro than him... Cuz that guy is not only wearing long-sleeved shirt, he is oso wearing a tie! Super pro de... B was already perspiring without the tie... I can feel it from his shirt... I cant imagine how that guy can bear with the heat... =X

After the slow stroll, with stops in between to look at the locations in which the cannons were placed during the war, we reached the seaside n stayed there for awhile... Den we made our way back up again... When we walked back to the car, we were dying of thirst... So we quickly made our way to a nearby 7-11 to get some drinks... N after driving around again, he sent me home so that i can get ready for my dinner with my swiss mates in the evening... Today he is reli very nice... Cuz normally we will juz bid goodbye in the car, with me going up by myself... But today, he actually offered to send me to my doorstep... Something is definitely wrong with him... Maybe he got a heatstroke or sth... But i reli appreciated it... =)

I ultimately enjoyed myself today... Especially the walk at labrador park... Though the weather was reli hot n i got some mosquito bites on my arms n legs, but it was reli fun... It is something worth remembering... Let's have more outings like this again k? =) Anyway, he left his job for another one with betta prospects... This means i wun see him appearing at my office randomly le... But i wun be sad cuz i noe he will be better off in the new workplace... N so, i will be real happy for him... Good luck to u... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:49 PM

Friday, May 21, 2010 ♥

May... It had been a very difficult month for me... Ushering into the brand new month, i lost someone whom i loved dearly... Grandma left me, left our family on the first day of May... It was sadness beyond description to see her lying motionlessly on the hospital bed... I was unable to stop myself from crying, where i sought consolation from my cousin whom gently told me not to cry... Somehow i understand that her departure represents the end of suffering for her... I dun wan her to suffer but it pained me to realise that i am not going to see her again...

Preparations for the funeral were attended to right in the evening, which my parents have decided to place it at the void deck of my house... N for me, i have to juggle between attending the wake n my revision time... Because i have to sit for a paper on that week and to my dismay, her cremation is on that day too... This means I am unable to send her off on the last journey of her life... I will not be able to witness the cremation, which pained me badly too... I wanted to go so badly, but my bro advised me not to go as i will definitely not be in exam condition after that... N so, all i hope now is that i will be able to pass that certain paper as a present for my grandma... To let her noe that despite my sorrows, i am still able to fight on for her... To let her noe that i will be a grandchild whom she will be proud of...

She had been taking care of me since the day i was borned... I picked up cantonese from her and remembered the times when she will bring me to my kindergarten and my primary school... Those were the years when she was still physically strong enough to handle me... But i haven been a good grandchild during my secondary school days as i guessed i was in the rebellious period n patience definitely isn't on the top of my list... N yet now, when i have matured into a better me, i am unable to shower my love n care for her... Maybe that is why we muz cherish the people around us because we will never noe when we r going to lose them...

Frens, please do learn how to cherish your loved ones... :)

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:01 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010 ♥

Went to work today though i din state it in my working timetable for my boss cuz i have got alot of things to clear...

Lunch time was fun cuz on the bus, Ah Pang was playing the fishing game on my iphone... His actions r reli big n comical... Ruediger n I cant help laughing at him... Ruediger even took a video on him... Please put it on youtube, ruediger! Haha!

N after lunch, ah pang n dennis kept asking me abt whether i have a bf or not... N stuff on my past love life n the kind of guy i like... Of course i dun wanna tell them... N i am curious y they kept asking... So i asked them to give a reason... At first they said they r juz curious... In the end ah pang said they each have a guy fren to intro... Ask me interested or not... Haha! So it turns out that they wanna matchmake me with their frens... Gosh oh gosh... Den ah pang asked me a philosophical question on "爱人是幸福的,还是被爱是幸福的"... Biang... Suddenly he has transformed into a relationship-expert... LOL... But well, i agreed with wad he analysed out for me... N so we shall see if he continues to bug me with the two bachelors on his list... Haha...

N today, B dropped by the office but i dunno! He was at the shopfloor area for one hour but i din sense it! Guess the link between him n i wasnt reli working today... But i managed to catch him in the end n chatted for awhile... Before he left, he reminded me of our celebration date which he will inform me soon... Ok... We will see... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:22 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ♥

Have been arranging a lunch date with him since end dec last year but our schedules sort of clash... N so finally, three months later, we went for lunch... Finally...

Sneaked out of the company slightly after 12 to meet him at the lobby... Boss was in the office but i din tell him i went out with B for lunch... But in the end he found out cuz my colleague told him B kidnapped me... But that's too late cuz i already left the office... Haha...

Driving around jurong n we dunno where to have lunch at... He asked me for suggestions n I din offer any cuz this place is jurong... Where got nice food to eat? Haha... So we went back to our usual haunt, eating the usual fare... Everything juz seems the same as before... I cant say for the awkwardness cuz at some point, i feel it myself... I dunno abt him but if he is feeling so, he is definitely covering it up well enough...

Lunch was great n while on the drive back, we chatted abt universal studios... I told him i am terrified with some scary rollercoaster rides n he shared with me one incident of his while in Australia... It was reli funny n we had a great laugh... =D

N so, we may be meeting again next week... Or maybe early april... For celebration as wad he termed it to be... I am happy he is willing to share his joy with me but the cause for celebration makes me sad... Because I may not be able to see him as frequent as now... But all i can do now, no matter how unwilling i am, is to hide my sorrows, give him a big smile n congratulate him... Because i noe he will be happier leaving that job... N if it makes him happier n betta off, i will be happy too... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:06 PM

Thursday, February 04, 2010 ♥

As usual, i haven been blogging since november... Basically not cuz i have nth to blog on... It is more of no time to blog... Life has been ok i guess... Bz with juggling work n sch... But i guess i will have to put more time in my studies in from march till may... Cuz my exams r coming already!!! Oh no! >.<

N so, this is the first post of the brand new year... Wad r my new year resolutions? I haven reli tot abt it... Maybe to pass my year 2 exams? That is definitely important... N i muz make sure i achieve that... Next, perhaps to lead a better life than before... Life is too short, which means i shld live it to the maximum... But i have to explore ways to achieve that... We will see... Haha...

As i said, things r quite ok in my life... I am still trying to put things down... But some things can never be forgotten, no matter how hard u tried... Especially when those things and persons are so important to u... But i have to learn... N today marks the fourth month since that day... So on this day today, i bought my iphone... Ok... Not cuz i wan to commemorate anything... Juz that me n my family members happened to be free today, so we went to singtel to take a look... N hola, i bought it... Haha... Loving my iphone and i cant believe i reli spent 500+ on it... Oh gosh...

N today, it's oso your birthday... Though u wun be seeing it here, happy birthday to u... May u be accomplished in ur career and things will be smooth sailing for u... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 10:53 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009 ♥

Well well, today B came over to my office again…
His job for the day is to help his company distribute calendars to us… Haha!
I was asking him y he so poor thing, but I think he doesn’t have a choice either… =D
We chatted for awhile and he got to go le cuz he still got a few companies to go to…
So ya, I walked with him to his car and said goodbye to him…
Before he left, we said to meet for lunch next week but well, god knows whether it will happen eventually not… =X
Anyway, I’m glad that the awkwardness is no longer around…
Maybe I had already faced the truth…
Or maybe we were behaving too normally…
As if nothing has ever happened before…
I know it is good to be normal but to such an extent, it seems wrong…
I still enjoy his company a lot n I think I should feel blessed that we r same as before…

listened to the sweet sound @ 10:23 PM

Monday, November 09, 2009 ♥

Since that day, today is the first time I saw him again…
I remember telling him not to feel awkward…
But well, I guess I am the one who was feeling awkward this afternoon…
I tried to behave as per normal with him…
Trying to make jokes…
Trying to tease…
The sadness seems to be gone…
That is good…
But I hope, the next time we meet, the awkwardness that I felt will not be around anymore… :)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:20 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009 ♥

2 hours have passed...
i am still hurting inside...
thought i have slowly thrown aside the tears but when i called him juz now, i feel them rolling in my eyes...
i made him promise me that we r still good frens... he did...
i made him promise to be a good ***** n *******... he did...
knowing that verbal agreement has no proof thru law module, i sms-ed him to make him promise that again... he did...
i reli cherish the frenship between us...
n i'm sure he does too...

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:11 PM


sometimes, when i look at u while u were talking, i wonder why do i like u so much...
honestly, besides u being 1.8m, u r not really handsome...
but there is something abt u which attracted me alot...
perhaps... the confidence u have... the sense of humour u have...
we've known each other for two years already...
i often wonder, if i can turn back time, will i confess to u?
if i did, will i be the one beside u right now?
there r bound to be many regrets in one's life...
this may be one of them in my life...
but i dun regret falling for u...
for u have brought me lots of joy, laughter n happiness...
of course, there r tears too...
right from the start, i noe things wun turn out right at all...
in fact, it is a mistake...
so maybe it is better that we stop making this mistake now than hurt other innocent parties...
i dun blame/hate u for making this decision...
i noe u have made the right choice...
u r a good man, i cant be wrong abt that...
i can see that u r reli very sorry n guilty over wad happened...
u haven been so emotional n serious for the times we r together...
but it takes two hands to clap...
u r not the only one at fault...
though it's hurting me alot now, but give me some time, i will recover...
i trust ur words when u said we r still very good frens...
i really hope this is so...
because i dun wan to lose u... even as a good fren...
n even as a good fren, u will still have a special place in my heart...
i noe u wun be seeing these words...
but still, thank u for teaching me how to love...
i still do love u...
but rest assured, i will put it down ok?
i promise u... good frens it shall be...

listened to the sweet sound @ 9:17 PM

Sunday, September 27, 2009 ♥

Was in such a fluster but B asked me out for supper last nite! Haha... It was such a surprise n lucky my mum allowed me to go out... I din tell her who i am going out with though... =X Anyway, made him waited for a long time... Well, wad to do? He so last min den tell me... N i've gotta take a shower first... So... Very sorry to him... =D

The roads at my area r very quiet at 1AM... We were driving around aimlessly cuz he din have any place in mind when he asked me out... So he kept trying to think n drive at the same time... Haha... We finally decided on a place n off we went... Onto the expressways n as usual, we went on the wrong roads n we found ourselves going about in circles... Well, from this, u can see that the place we r going is super ulu n he dun always go to... But still, it's reli such fun being with him... Not forgetting how safe he made me feels... It's a sense of security that i dun get...

After staying at that ulu place for quite some time, we decided to reli go for supper... The drive back home was nice... Probably due to the nite setting, the music n something which we shared earlier on... It's something that i won't forget in my life... I enjoyed this nite a great deal but i noe this late nite outing will not happen again in the near future...

listened to the sweet sound @ 12:57 PM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 ♥

Haven been blogging for a long time due to work committments... But well, i'm back today cuz i've good news to share... I passed all my papers! N this meant that i can be promoted to year 2! Woohoo... Nothing could have described the anxiety n nervousness which i felt when i checked the results online in my office... Nothing could have described my happiness when i noe my results... I was practically jumping about n exclaiming... Thank god my department is a small one... If not sure kena scolded de... Haha...

The moment i knew of my results, i immediately called B to share this piece of good news with him... I dunno y... But i juz thought of him... Anyway, he was glad for me because i always told him that i am so going to fail my econs... Told him he muz celebrate for me n he said ok but not today cuz he is a bit busy... Of course i am ok with it... As long as he promised to do so... Haha...

Lunch time was approaching n B suddenly appeared at my office... He said he can make some time for me n so off we went for lunch... It was raining very heavily n we dunno where to go... We din wan to go to our usual duck rice stall so we drove a big big round before deciding to go for lunch at safra... We chatted abt lotsa things during the lunch... Work, kids, studies etc... He was telling me the words of a salesman cnt be trusted, as in there is always a motive behind the actions... So i kept asking him, "what's ur motive? what's ur motive?" He said he is juz telling me, n not asking me to ask him la... Haha... I like to irritate him... =D

So it is back to office after the lunch... It was still raining heavily when he dropped me off at my company... Reminded him umpteen times to drive carefully... I reli appreciated him making some time out for me today... Cuz i noe he is reli very busy... It's reli a happy day today... With nice results to start the day, a surprise in the noon n a little hug to end it all... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:13 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009 ♥

This week has been rather uneventful at work... But that is nice lah, since i am a slacker... LOL... Hmmm... B came over with his colleague Alex for official biz... I happened to see him at the shopfloor area n so we talked for awhile... He intro me to Alex n i muz say wad he said caused a flutter in me... =) N i sure hope the production guys din see wad we did... For if they did, gossipy news will spread real fast... =X After they left, ah peng came n made small talk, saying that B reli looked abit alike to tt security guard whom i ran away from... I replied B is much betta... N he said he can see that cuz he said my face is so red after talking to B... I told him my face is always red de la... But he kept insisting it is especially red... Oh well... =X

On fri, i went for lunch with angel, wanling, angela n titus... Nice lunch cuz me n titus were using those cantonese phrases from the youtube links that he gave me... Angel n wanling seemed happily entertained by us... Haha... But after we went back to the office, angela dragged me aside n told me some gossip which i am sooooo surprised at! Muz say that the guy's taste/range is pretty wide... LOL! Angela n i decided to do an experiment on mon to test the accuracy of the gossip... Ain't we evil... Haha... N we gossiped abt another two colleagues... But this gossip i'm not too shocked... Cuz i saw it happening with my own eyes... =X Anyway, conclusion is gossip queen jasmine missed out alot today... Haha!

Oh... N saw ruediger at the sales pantry when i was walking back to my department... He was getting a drink n so i said hello to him... He said my "hello" sounds like "hello" in german... Den i was like abit blur cuz i think i meant it to be sounded like eng... LOL! So he pronounced "hello" in both eng n german... I think i noe wad's the diff le... Hence, i said i will say the german hello to him next time... Haha! N he is a real nugget guy... Cuz i missed out the purple coke cup from mac... N he happened to have one cuz he ate mac that day... So i told angela to pester him for it... So angela asked him sell for 50 cents... But he said no, cuz he "courier-ed" it back to the company le... So muz charge $1... So cute lo... Haha... Anyway i think he is a pretty nice guy... Though i dunno how's he's like while working... But work aside, he's a real frenly guy... N i got a pic taken with him last dec when i left my post... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 1:21 AM

Thursday, June 04, 2009 ♥

Today is a wonderful day as boss went for some bonding session with the management level ppl... N well well, miracle happened today... B came to have lunch with me as promised... I msged him at almost 12 to ask if he is coming... Cuz i guess i am too used to his busy schedule... But he replied that he is coming n that he is reaching soon le... Wow wow... Amazing... =D

He came up to my office n so, i quickly packed up wad i was doing n took my wallet... He asked where do i wanna have lunch at n as usual, i said i was fine with anything... So he said to lunch at bird park, since it is quite near my office n there is a nice burger shop there... But, the senile guy made a wrong turn n so... We cant go to bird park le... Den he said it's ok cuz we can go to the outlet at spore zoo... Gosh... Go all the way to the zoo to have lunch? Sth muz be wrong with him... But i seriously dun mind... Haha...

He is actually quite busy today de... But in order to not get snubbed by me again, he reli found time to lunch with me... Ain't that nice... Anyway, along the way, we chatted quite alot... N he isn't reli too sure wad route to take... I said he is doing sales, so he shld noe the roads well... But apparently, not the road to the zoo... =X So i was like saying i am so disappointed with him n stuff lidat... Den he hit my head with his hand... Ouch...

So after a couple of wrong turns, we finally reached the zoo... N guess wad? Actually he din want to go to the zoo... He wanted to go to the night safari... I was reli laughing so hard when i heard him say the shop is at night safari... Den i told him, "the name is NIGHT safari, do u think they will be opened at noon?" LOL... He explained he always tot that the shops r opened early, which we proved that it is not true... So he asked me how... Den i said to lunch at the zoo lo, since we r already here... N so... We... We went to the zoo to eat... KFC... Yeah, the KFC which have so many outlets all over spore... LOL...

I went to get a seat while he Q-ed up to buy the food... I can see that he is very busy cuz he kept getting phone calls when Q-ing... So i am actually kind of happy that he is setting aside some time for me... =) Lunch was great n he shared with me some stuff abt him while he was in the army n school... Haha... Nice nice...

So after lunch he send me back to my office... We talked abt some things, which led me to think if there is any hidden meaning... But i think i am not going to speculate... I will juz be with him in the same way as before... In the way which i am most comfortable with... Though i noe i am rather foolish... =X Anyway, hope that we can lunch together soon... But i think it wun be so soon since he is gonna be real busy in these few weeks... 2hrs lunch is reli enjoyable! Haha!

listened to the sweet sound @ 10:01 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009 ♥

Today is the day in which i see him again, after almost 8 months... I dunno how to react when chan told me that boss is with B at the shopfloor area... Thoughts of hiding somewhere out of office crawled into my mind... Because i totally din expect to see him so soon... Moreover i was still contemplating over the wkend to inform him that i am back... But in the end, i juz got on with my work, n preparing for him to step into the office...

He still looked like how he was 8 months ago... Everything abt him is so familiar n the usual comfortable feeling is still there... He came over n we spoke a few words before he went to discuss things with my boss... I sort of escaped from the office after that... Cuz yeah... I wasn't reli prepared to meet him for after so long... =X

Much as i wanted to avoid him, i din hide too far... At least i can still spy on the office's door... To see if he left le or not... N of course at the same time, i am doing work la... If not boss sure will ask wad i doing... Haha... Maybe i was reli concentrating on my work, i din realise he left the office le n had slowly crept behind me so as to give me a scare... After that, we went to the foyer n had a long chat... We updated each other on happenings or changes during these 8 months... N yeah, similar to last time, it is very enjoyable... =)

As i am typing this, i am listening to mayday's 突然好想你... Emo song for an emo mood eh? Haha... Anyway, he did something which was pretty sweet to me, which i feel is quite misleading... =X But seriously, the question that i have pushed to the back of my mind is out again... I haven been thinking abt it since i left my post in dec... For i thought i wun be seeing him again... Now, after seeing him again n the way we behaved, the question is out to look for an answer again... Maybe it is a bro-sis kind of a thing... But i noe i will never be able to find an answer though...

Anyway, he said to have lunch on thurs... I told him he always fly me aeroplane, so he replied he din mean to... Well, i noe his job keeps him running abt, so ya, shall see if he managed to do wad he promised bah... =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:23 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥

Well well, today is the day which i had been waiting for... The last day of exams! The past month has been terrible... With revision classes n self revision... Prelims results r not too good... I noe i gotta work harder during the main exams... So ya... Revision time... Which oso resulted in less online time... But wells, exams r over, meaning i can go online le... Haha...

Actually i aint too happy after the last paper today... Econs is real bad... I can even forget some very basic stuff... So i am not having high hopes on passing... Sigh... Which means i may not be able to take further units like microecons or managerial econs since i need to pass my intro econs first... N tt made me real sad after the paper... But still, thanks to die ghost who kept trying to make me cheer up... :)

Overall, i think i can pass poa n math... I'm not having high hopes on econs n pbf since they r rather disastrous to me... But i reli hope i can pass all the subjects... I will work even harder next yr if i do... N i mean it... =X

Holidays r here now... But not much time to slack for i am going back to Wieland n work... Was thinking if it is a good idea to go back or not... But am not gonna think so much first... Cant possibly give up the pay that will be going into my pocket... Haha... Shall see how it goes on monday, when it is my first day of work... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:17 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009 ♥

It is my birthday today but i din go out at all... Juz simply stayed at home as the special day passed... But i had the company of my wonderful frens n family at the bday party last nite... Thanks to all who attended my party... Sorry for not being a good host but i reli appreciated ur presence... :)

So wad's up now... I'm finally 21... Though it doesn't signify much to me, except for the fact tt i am getting older... LOL! However, i do hope that my actions n behaviour will become more mature with age... As in i wan to be strong whilst facing problems, regardless of work or personal life... N not break down n feel helpless in moments like these... So end of the day is, i gotta be stronger n less emotional... N i will... Since i am already 21... :)

listened to the sweet sound @ 3:40 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥

Prelims over! Yay~
Still got main exams! Sigh~

Haha... Yeah... That kind of summarises all... Prelims r over... I managed to fill up more than 5 pages of answers for each paper... So i wun get any scripts unmarked... Yay! But i gotta continue my mugging journey for my main exams in may... I will officially start tml... No more slacking ok! After exams, i shall learn my guitar, n hopefully, go on a holiday... Wad nice motivations... =D

Today went to pay for the seminar room which is needed for my 21st birthday party... Ok... Not reli a party lah... Maybe a makan session where my frens n relatives gather... I din invite lots of people... Juz ppl whom i know betta... The turnout at the moment ain't too big, neither it is too small... So i'm hoping things will go smoothly on the day... Most importantly, dun leng chang! LOL!

So after paying for the seminar room, went to tong xue's house with her sis to collect the stuff tong xue got for me from beijing... Got the instant noodles which mayday endorsed... Woohoo... I'm going to eat it tml... Cant bear to eat guanyou first... So i shall save the best for the last... =D N there's the super big poster of mayday by the instant noodles company... Cool~ I cant bear to hang it up though... Shall see how... Maybe i'll put for awhile to see my beloved mayday... =D

Thanks tong xue for these lovely things... XD

listened to the sweet sound @ 11:07 PM

Friday, March 06, 2009 ♥

A long time since i last updated... Lots of things happened in this time frame... For example, dear tong xue had left for her exchange trip in beijing... Owww... That's so sad... Less one person to sing k with... Less one person to eat atas food... :( But i noe she is looking forward to this exchange trip... So... Tong xue, jiayou in beijing... =D

Anyway, so envy of her.. Can experience real snow... I wanna see n feel snow too... Maybe it's time to plan a trip to a country with snow... Instead of going to taiwan everytime... But... I like taiwan... With its food, n my dear frens there... =) N oh oh! I muz thank tong xue here, for reli keeping some snow in a bottle for me... But the melted snow reli looks yucky... Brown cloudy water... Hopefully by then no aedes mosquitoes breed in it eh... LOL!

Monday is the last paper of prelims... Principles of Banking n Finance... I'm sure u all will noe how 'interesting' this unit is by the name of it... It's totally sickening n i dunno how to memorise so many things... Grrr... Anyway, the other subjects r quite ok except for stats... I dun mean that i will ace in them... Juz that they din give me the oh-i-m-so-going-to-fail feel that i got in stats... Haha! Well well, guess i gotta mug hard in these two months... Crucial time ahead... So jiayou to all... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 9:54 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2009 ♥

Went to godpa's house on sunday with szemeng, qiaowei, xiangying, liping n liming... Bought a bottle of Chardonnay over... Think it will be betta to not go empty-handed... N best thing is... We dunno the exact unit number... LOL... QW says is 13th floor... But i tot it was 7th... So happily we went up to the 13th floor n knocked at the door of the corner unit... N it turns out... WE ARE WRONG! LOL... So we went to the 7th floor... Pressed the doorbell... WE ARE WRONG... AGAIN!!! LOL... SM says he got a feeling it's the 8th floor... So... We went... N then... U guessed it... We were wrong... Haha...

We called godpa but he din ans his phone... So we went down to the lobby... N... We realised we went to the wrong block... There's tower A n tower 1A... Haha! So happily we went to the correct tower, did the steps above... Cuz we reli not sure the unit number... Thank god the security guard nv come chase us out sia... =X But alas, we went to the right unit... But but but... Godpa is not home! T_T Mrs Yeo n their two cute gals welcomed us at the door... So... it seems like... LM set the wrong date with godpa... It's supposed to be next wk... Haha... Super funny de but LM was feeling very guilty abt it... We told her it's ok... So we sat down for awhile before leaving... The kids r still as cute as before... The younger one is still very shy... Cute... =D

So after that, we went our separate ways... Dunno if we will still be going down on sun not... But i think we wun get lost le bah... Haha! Shame on us... Go so many times le still dunno which unit... LOL...

Anyway, am not feeling too well now... It's not fever or flu... Wonder wad happened to me... Uncomfortable feeling inside me... But dunno how to describe... Gosh... Hope it will be betta tml... T_T

Happy Birthday to u... There r many things tt i wanna say... But i guess some things will be betta if left unspoken... Changes r inevitable in this world... In this case, i will prefer not to have any... =X

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:30 PM

Saturday, January 31, 2009 ♥

Ok... As usual, i left this place stagnanted with cob webs all over... =X But i find it boring to blog abt mundane things... Since my life is only abt sch n play now... Nah... I juz slacked my life away... =X

Let's see... Accustoming well to my non-working life... Doubt it is tt hard to get used to la... Dun reli miss my colleagues le... Tt is normal... LOL... But was on the phone with daddy edwin the other day... He is super funny sia... Wish that he will stay that way forever... =)

Start of year 2009... Went for Mayday's outdoor concert at stadium green... Wad an awesome performance by them... It's such a pity Guan You cant come along... I was so looking forward to seeing him play the drums... Owww... But i shall wait patiently for Aug 29th... I already bought their concert tix! Muahaha! Anyway, Ashin is so cute... Prince charming indeed... N i wanna commend Shijie for his wackiness n AA-ing... Well done... Haha! I reli love Mayday loads... =D

Chinese new year come n go... Nothing special la... As normal... Guess when we r slowly growing up, we tend to get less excited about these occasions... Like wad my neighbour said, "All the hassle n preparations people r doing is juz for that pathetic two days..." I find it kind of true though... =X Anyway, ang pow collection is ok... Haven opened them yet... Hopefully it will be a nice sum... It can help a jobless soul like me... LOL...

Prelims r coming at the end of feb... I muz start studying soon... Though i dun think i can finish studying by end feb... But still wad's important is the main exams in may... Muz jiayou then... Cant fail any units or will very jialat de... Hoping to go on a trip after the exams... Kang may not be able to go with me to tw... Sad... But i am keeping my fingers crossed... =X

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:12 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008 ♥

Last day of work at WMS was... Ok i guess... Was welcomed by a breakfast on my desk... Appears that dennis bought me sth nice to start my day... Love him... =)

Told myself not to cry... But the email arno sent was enough to wet my eyes... Nugget arno... Anyway, wanted to start walking around in the morn... But decided against it cuz i gotta finish my work... Even if i am leaving, i shld be responsible right? Still, i cant help n went down to look for the guys... We crapped abt lotsa funny stuff... Like a guy who was driving a manual car which stalled at a junction... The guy scared throw face, so he got off the car, open the bonnet at the front n pretend the car is spoilt... LOL...

Titus gave me a call on my DID... He say i nv tell him today is my last day... But i told him i gave signs on facebook le... He shld have known it... Dumbo... Hee... Anyway, before going for lunch with arno n the rest, they presented me with a gift n a card... At that moment, i can feel the tears welling up... When i read the card, i reli cant hold back anymore... Tears juz rolled down the cheeks... They made me wear the watch out for lunch... So that the guys can see it too... Thanks guys... =)

After lunch, i went directly to find daddy edwin n the others... They were at the smoking area... Nice chatting with them... N i believe that will be the thing i miss most... I sat on edwin's forklift n he say i can start it if i wan... So i did it... After 16mths there, i finally started the forklift n move the fork... =D Since the guys r going home at 4, i quickly went around with my cam to take pics... But still not enough time for me to take pics with all the guys... Sad-ed...

When all the guys went home, i looked at the empty warehouse, n suddenly i felt so sad... Everything is reli coming to an end... Being overwhelmed by too many emotions, i sobbed terribly... Arno wanted to calm me down but he was unable to do so... So he juz left me alone... Nelson, ah peng, guoyan n qinghua came over too... But i cant stop myself... Am reli very sad... Called daddy edwin n he oso dunno wad to do with a crying gal... Only keep giving me silly laughter... Oh well, he's my daddy edwin... =)

30min later, i managed to stop crying... After washing my face, i continued my saying bye bye thingy... Went up to the logistics/procurement department... Ravin, kah wee n i had a great time taking dumbo pics... =D Ruediger was shocked that it was my last day... He's a nice german... Always giving me a smile whenever he sees me... Hee... Chatted with xinpeng oso n he shared with me a secret... I was so happy for him... N we shall meet up again one day... =)

When all is done, i went back to my office n it was already time to knock off... How nice... My desk is not packed yet... T_T Told arno i'll be back sometime to pack up n he say to tell him earlier so that we can go makan lunch first... =)

16mths in WMS passed by pretty fast... Quite a number of saddening things there but still, there r more happier things that happened... Am glad that i belonged to the warehouse department for even if office politics is full of coldness, i can still find some warmth among the guys whom i love... Thank you warehouse team... Will miss u guys so much n hope that we will still be able to meet up... Shall be meeting daddy edwin, uncle willie, xinhu n tan tze leong on tues for sakura lunch... Cant wait... Hee... N pics will be up soon... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 10:18 PM


It's now 0116hrs... I'm not asleep yet but tt's pretty normal for a nite cat like me...

In abt 8 more hours, i'll be officially stepping into my last day of work... I am feeling real sad abt it... N i noe the watery eyes will be with me throughout the day... Talked to andriy juz now on msn... Juz by chatting on msn is enough to make my eyes wet... I reli cant imagine how it will be like later on... Andriy is one guy who always bullied me... There are some times that i was reli mad at him... Cuz he dunno tt he's a real jerk at times... LOL... But still he's a nice guy la... At least he was abnormally nice to me on msn juz now... Hmmm... =X

Think i'll be going around the company to say goodbye n take pics... It's real hard to say goodbye but there isn't a choice... Juz hope tt i won't cry too much... Y am i such an emotional person??? Sigh... I'll miss them... Especially daddy edwin... =(

listened to the sweet sound @ 1:16 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ♥

Went for my first kick-boxing lesson with sherry at CCK SRC today... I think CCK SRC is reli going to be my second home le sia... Always go there for tennis n badminton games... Now add one more kick-boxing le... =X But anyway, it's good to be sporty n exercise more... =)

I drove there since my dad is home early... Picked up sherry at CCK before proceeding to the SRC... Told her to be careful as i am a reli reckless driver... LOL... But it's the truth la... =X Successfully parked my car n went to the dance studio n waited for the instructor...

After the one hour lesson, all i can say is that it is pretty fun but tiring too... I did perspire in the air-conditioned room despite doing basic actions only... Next week will be more demanding le... Think it will be fun... N i muz try to brush up on my balancing skills... Hope i can still remember the names of the actions on next tues... Jiayou! =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 2:38 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ♥

After being MIA for such a long time, i'm back! =D Life has been ok for me... Juggling between my job n work but i'm sure everything will work out fine soon... Especially when this fri will be my last day of work... =(

Just went for dinner with my family at Noble House, which is under Tung Lok... It is an Ala Carte Dinner Buffet, so u can order any dishes on the menu... N if u like it, u can order again n again... The food there isn't that bad... Not too salty or oily... N i am curious how they cooked the meats... Cuz no matter wad kinds of meat we ordered, they r all so tender... Hmmmm... Anyway, the ambience there isn't that bad too... Service is pretty good too... So i guess if u guys wan, u can give it a try... =)

Ate alot lo... Now super full... Last fri play tennis le oso no use... Wad i burned is inside me again... T_T Anyway, tennis tt day was pretty bad... My serving is getting worse... Gosh... Think i shall go practice by myself someday... =X but david, shuk n i went to run on the track... Only one round though... It's reli a slow jog... My J2 2.4km stamina is gone... Owwww~~~ Den we went to the fitness station to try out the things n sat there to chat... Not bad ah... Can see the full moon while talking... LOL... After that went home le lo... But saw royston at the carpark... N yeah... We suan each other again... Shuk say our eight characters dun match sia... I think so too... But it's fun to quibble with him... LOL... Anyway, he was nice to send us to CCK there... Thanks coach royston! =)

listened to the sweet sound @ 3:42 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008 ♥

Video message by song at the airport...



Din sleep for the whole nite... Not cuz i m sad tt song's leaving today lah... Though i am... LOL... I was up doing the present for him... Did till 6am but still not done yet... Sianz... Guess i have to send it over to tw for him le... =( Left home for the airport n reached at abt 830am... The rest were all there... Except for zhiting, AGAIN! =P

While waiting for song to arrive, angela, kang n i went to shop at the chocs shop at T1... Cuz was thinking of getting sth for song n ellen... In the end, i bought a super cute m&m choc dispenser for him... Like coaxing small kid lidat... But i think it reli suits him alot... Haha...

At abt 930am, song reached the airport... He's wearing the sunglasses again... Shuai~ Guess he is tired bahz... Hee... We welcomed him n he said he go check-in first... Meanwhile i quickly call zhiting to say song is here le... She very gan cheong... Told us to stop him from leaving n tt she is reaching le... N it's true la... She reli got here within 3min... T_T The others kept aiming their cams at song when he's checking in... So it attracted the attention of some other tourists... One dark-skinned uncle asked us who is he... So we told him a very handsome taiwanese... Den i added the back view already so handsome... Front view sure handsome till u faint ah... Uncle was amused... LOL...

When the thingy is done, he came over to us... N the first thing he said was asking whether we need to work or sch today not... He's always lidat... Dun wan us to skip lesson etc for him... So of course i kept mum abt me skipping econs lect... =X Den tt uncle we talked to came over n asked song for a pic together... Super funny! Song was surprised till he asked in eng, "who??? me???" Cute song n ai cou re nao de uncle... LOL...

After tt, it's our turn to take pics with him le... This time he dun have to look for good lightings le... Cuz airport is bright enough... Haha... With angela as our photographer, all of us got our pics with him... Wee~ Den kang signalled to me... Cuz she said wanna get song to record a short video message... So i told song someone wanna tell him sth... Den he asked who... I pointed to kang den kang got the y-u-sabo-me look on her face... LOL... I told him this time bo not around, see how u r going to say... Cuz previous video msg, he left all the talking to bo n only said a thank u at the end... But anyway, we got our video message... Yeah~

Den it's the present giving time... Angela gave him the present first... Den he's reli like a child... Trying to feel wad the thing is... But he juz din manage to guess it correctly... LOL... Den i gave him mine n told him cnt open... He tried to feel it again... Keep pressing here pressing there... So cute... Den i buay tahan n told him can open lah n helped him open n see... When he saw the cutey m&m thingy, he smiled... Seems like he like it... Good... =D I asked him to come back quickly den he say if got chance lo... If wan very soon, muz be him migrating over le... Den all of say "good ah!" I volunteered to help me look for house... Den he smiled again... =)

Told ellen not to miss me n ki siao de shouted, "ellen wo ai ni!" LOL... Ellen replied "wo bu ai ni ye..." Den song said ellen like guys de... After hearing tt, ellen gave song a kick or sth lidat... Lucky song siam de fast enough... Haha... But so cute lah... I oso wanted to tell song i like guys de... Tt's y will like him... But i too shy to say it la... Haha...

Kang passed song a pic to sign while he was walking... So he got to think of wad to write while walking... All of us were trailing behind him lo... But then i walked up n den walk beside him... =) Say he write very long leh... Den he said, "it's difficult to write while walking... It takes skill to do so..." So i act shocked de ask, "ooooh! so u got practice before huh..." He grinned... Hee... Passed song my small pic to sign on... So can put in my wallet or sth... Like talisman... LOL... After looking at wad he wrote, i was so touched... He wrote, "xie xie ni fu chu de yi qie..." Owww~~~

Oh ya... Forgot to mention... Song was playing with this lil boy... Think it's his fren's son... So cute lo... Think the boy enjoyed playing with song too... Cuz he kept punching song's bagpack etc... Can sense the happiness when song is with the boy... Was so tempted to ask him to faster settle down n have his own kid... But dun wan lah... This is his personal stuff le... =)

So we r done with sending him off le... I was so afraid tt i will cry again... But no lah... Seeing him makes me too happy to forget everything le... We will wait for him to come back to spore again... Though our competitions' standard r reli low... =X N i will listen to wad he said... To study hard, n to be a better me when he comes again... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 1:24 PM

Monday, October 06, 2008 ♥

Woke up at noon... Immediately got down to planning the outline of my present to song... No time le but i still haven even get started on it... =X Left home for Toa Payoh after lunch cuz meeting the song gang there before going mediacorp... N as usual, zhiting is the latest again... T_T

Reached mediacorp at abt 6... Q was already very long... Guess everyone is very enthu abt the finals eh... Saw noel in his limited edition tee... He came to show off to us lo... Nugget... Today will be the last time i'll be seeing noel le bahz... He's actually a nice guy... Alot to talk with... Rmb the first time we saw him, kang was still having a heated argument with him over the seats de lo... But after tt, we get tt row of seats behind the judges every week... I guess tt's fighting for our rights bahz... LOL... But anyway, it's oso called bu da bu xiang shi... Cuz if not, we reli wun noe noel too... =D

As expected, we were seated very far away from the judges... No choice lah... Got tix shld be happy le... Hee... One thing worth mentioning is tt, song tried to look around for us... Den when he saw us, he waved to us... Sweet~ We din reli concentrate on the finals... The bands' performance aren't too good... Esp the winner... =X Was looking at song thruout... He looks real good tt day... During the commercial break, kang n i went to talk to ellen... Wanna spy from her info of song's flight tml... She told us without hesitating... Guess it's cuz the last time le... =( Asked her to help us take a pic of song cuz we were too far... Den she's ok with it too... Not bad hor? Song muz be wondering where she got tt cam from sia... LOL... Anyway, pic was very well taken... Told ellen she's not a bad photographer... Den she still can proudly de say "of course... i got practice de ok!" N while saying, she hit my arm again... She's cute... LOL... Kang asked her wad she like cuz wanna give her a lil gift too... Den she said "I like u guys the most la..." Den i act touched n gave her a hug... LOL... She's reli cute... I like her so much more than jojo... =X

Towards the end, kang, angela n i left our seats to join the fun in the mosh pit... Cuz mayday is gonna perform soon... Den we realise the view of song at mosh pit is good de lo... Cant help staring at him while there... Hee... N mayday's perform is reli good... If not of the hydraulic thingy beneath the floor, i will have jumped along with them... High high! Hope they will be back for concert soon... =D

After the results were announced n the ending titles were played, i cant stop the tears from welling up in my eyes as i look at song walk away... Everything is going to end... Or shld i say ended... Quickly walked back to my seat from the mosh pit... Huizhen n zhiting saw my tears n shocked de ask wad happened... I told them no more song le... Den they laughed... Guess i'm the emotional sort lah... =)

As usual, chiong to radio gate... But not so smoothly cuz finals alot ppl... So the carpark had a Q of cars leaving... We shld have walked over to radio gate n come back for huizhen's car later... Wrong decision... Halfway in the Q, Jen called us saying song is coming out le... We super gan cheong... Told her to ask song wait for us... LOL... Alas, we were out of the silly carpark n we sped up to radio gate... Song was still there... We quickly alighted from the car n dash across to him... Ellen shouted to us be careful of cars ah... Guess we reli din bother abt any cars sia... =X chatted with song while he was signing autographs for the others... I din give him anything to sign... Prefer to see n talk to him... Hee... After talking n stuff, we took a grp pic n he left... I think he was amused with the crapping between me n ellen sia... Cuz he was smiling to himself when he heard the craps... Oops...

Did a continual of the filming at the radio gate... This time me crazy fan will be waiting for 'song' there den do all the weird things la... Radio gate is all deserted except for the guard at the guard post... But still throw face cuz the guard saw everything... LOL... As usual, videos will be up here as soon as i get them... Stay anticipated bahz... =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 2:47 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥

Sorry... Haven been blogging for almost 2 months... Cuz bz with sch, work and superband recordings... But with the end of superband, think i shld be abit more free le bahz... I dun wan~~~ =(

Superband officially ended on 5th Oct... Shall split my entries up... Lest it will seem very long...

First, received song at the airport on sat late afternoon... Bought him bengawan's pandan cake for him to snack on back at hotel... Ellen is here with him this time... N she's so cute... Much betta than jojo lo... Dun have tt unfrenly aura u see... Hee... Anyway song is very cute too... When he walked out of the belt, he was talking to the lady who came to fetch him... After he's done with the talking, he looked up n realised there r so many cameras in front of him... Stunned! LOL... Can see he's quite awkward la... As in dunno wad to do... So he asked the lady where to walk... Den he said to us with a cute smile, "let's walk in tt direction..." The awkward scene was funny lo... Den even down the travellator, our cams r still filming him... Like paparazzi lidat... Haha...

While he was waiting for the car at the pick-up point, we asked him to take pic with us... N he happily agreed to it... As usual, he will try to find a place with nice lighting first... =) but still the place is abit dark... So zhiting asked him if it's ok to on the flash... Cuz we heard online tt song dun like flash as it will hurt the eyes... Den he blur blur de replied, "Huh? Did you ever hear tt ppl will get hurt from flash?" So it juz shows tt it's a fake rumour going online... We each happily took our pics with him... N ellen hit my arm... I forgot wad i jokingly told her le... But i think it's enough to make her hit me... LOL... N tt's sth tt i wun do with jojo... As in joke with her... After all the pics, we said goodbye to him... Before he left, he still ask if we will be there for the finals tml nite... Of course we will! Since he's nice enough to help us get the tix... =D

We then stayed at the airport to do our grp pressie for him... Was at T2 de mac till 1145pm lo... Super late de... Den kang suggested to film some video clips to give him as pressie oso... Like zhiting will act as song, huizhen will act as jojo while i act as crazy fan... So the scenario will be zhiting n huizhen walking out of the belt, den i dash out of nowhere to confess my love... Super funny de lo... Esp the scene where 'song' run away from me... Haha.. Lucky the airport not much ppl le... If not super throw face... I oso scared the kor kor with guns will catch me lo... When I get hold of the videos from kang le, i shall share it here n let u guys have a good laugh... LOL... Finally cabbed back from airport at 130am... Initially wanted to pei zhiting eat supper de... Since got to cab back anyway... But mum called me so no choice... Cab is ex de lo... Cuz got surcharge n midnite rates... Sigh...

Super happy today cuz of the fun things tt we did after receiving song n oso cuz of song lah... But got to count down to him leaving this place too... Tt i reli dun wan... =(

listened to the sweet sound @ 2:55 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ♥

Sch in the morn… I reli wonder y lecturer wun laugh when telling us such lame things lo… We were all laughing so hard but he… Hard to understand… LOL... I’m glad I’m seeing some light for econs… At least it’s betta than pbf lo… =X

Went to work after sch… After lunching, I went to walk around n chatted with Daddy Edwin… Abang Yusri was very cute! He imitated my actions lo n his face was very cute… He reminded me of boy boy… Haha…

Was doing my stuff when I got a call from the guard room… Tot there's a delivery for me... But nope… Rosie wanna tell me tt B is here… N tt he brought a huge spanner over… She ask me izzit cuz he wanna hit the guard who looks like him? I told her she thinks too much la… LOL… Since B was here, I happily went to find him… Haha… Saw him talking to the serviceman, so I decided not to bother him first… Went to find Daddy Edwin n chat again… When B was done, he saw me with Daddy Edwin, so he came over… Happy to see him for after more than a couple of weeks? But anyway, I ditched my daddy after seeing B… Bad right? =D

I pushed B to the guard room cuz I wanna show him the guard tt looked like him… Seems like rosie already told him abt it cuz he said he wanna see him too… But now, after comparing, I dun think the guard looks like B le… B thinks so too… LOL… Accompanied him walk to the lobby via the sheltered carpark… He tried to attack me… Lucky I was fast enough to siam… But I still lost to him in the end… Gave him a big hug round the waist when he tried to attack me at the back of my neck… Quite huggable sia… LOL… While walking, I continued to put my hand round his waist n he puts his on my shoulder… Lucky nobody around if not sure will have gossip le… =X

Chatted with him at the lobby… Sch stuff etc… He’s been encouraging to me cuz I told him I abit no head no tail abt some modules… Thanx ya? N he still cant rmb which days I am available lo… Nugget de… Tell him how many times le but he still forget… =X Told him I going off at 5 cuz got sth on… He asked me go where but I dun wan tell him mediacorp… He will laugh at me for chasing star at my age lo… So I told him Toa Payoh… N he volunteered to send me there lehz… How nice… I asked if he’s serious not n he sure is… N I’m happy too… Cuz can get his company n save money… Hee… So sent him off lest he cant get back here on time from another customer’s company…

At 5, went out to the back gate to meet him… He’s already there… Punctual… Good… Chatted with him throughout the journey… He told me sth… N all I can do is wish him… =) kept disturbing him while he was driving… I did it cuz I noe he’s a good driver la… If not I dun dare to make him oso… LOL… But he oso disturbed me mahz… Tried to qia my back of neck whenever he can… Tickle me n etc… Big big bully!!! N his palm is quite big… Compared to mine la… Was tightly clutching his palm but he say not pain… Tried to do so with both of my hands but he still say not pain… Nugget de… N I tried to make him sing but not possible… He’s determined not to sing… Say he always go k listen ppl sing only… Sounds like huiping eh? =X Well, he promised me supper when he is free at nite… Cuz we found out tt we r all late nite cats… But he said my house far from his… Though it’s true la but I told him he got car mahz… So… I am hoping to meet him for supper soon… =D

I dunno if I reli like him or not? But wad I noe is tt I feel at ease with him… Though someone did warn me of him being a wolf in disguise, I admit tt I let down my guard when being with him… I wanna define the relationship between me n him… As in… Wad am I to him? N wad is he to me? I noe it’s pretty clear now with wad he had told me… But y is he still behaving like this?

listened to the sweet sound @ 12:30 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ♥

It’s Monday again… So as usual, it’s superband day! =D Cabbed down again… Tt means another $25 is gone… How nice… =X I reli like the improvements mediacorp made… At least we dun have to haggle for the seats with the other supporters… Looking at wad they did, I reli have to agree tt masking tape is indeed useful… LOL…

Songlover… I think I shld stop calling her this… Shld say zhiting… LOL… Today zhiting bought some things for song… If you guys ever passed by action city, u shld have seen those items tt looked like real bread/buns… She bought one for song… So when song was sitting down, she called him n showed him the bun… Think song assumed tt was a real bun, so he tell us dun wan via his facial expression… IT WAS SO CUTE!!! LOL… But later his asst allen came out n took it from zhiting… Guess by then the asst shld noe it’s a fake one le bahz? Haha… Today there were the old records around again… Song saw them again n called us to keep them… He say it will only make him feel tt he’s very old… But we chose to ignore him… LOL…

Radio gate again after the recording… Waited n waited… N song is out! Hee… He’s in a very good mood today… So the others asked him to sign on wadever they had brought… CDs, records, pics etc… I let him sign my board too… N throughout the autograph session, I was standing next to him… So close sia… I offered to use my file to act as a base for him to sign the stuff… So my arm was like touching his lo… Oh man… I sound like a pervert… LOL… But I was reli happy to be standing so close to him… =D n I told him the song he sang at the beginning of the show was good… He smiled shyly lo… Cute… Hee…

N we asked him to take a grp pic with us… He agreed readily… Allen helped us to take the pic n it’s quite nice la… Cuz radio gate is quite dark de… =X n I actually wanted to stand beside him de… But angela faster than me… So no choice lo… Dun hiam so much… Hee… After the pic, zhiting asked him abt the bun… N he said he saw it n even squeezed it a few times… While saying tt, he showed the squeezing action with his hand lo… SO CUTE!!! Den I asked him if the bun tasted nice? He asked me with a laugh, “ni yao wo zen me chi ah? (how u wan me to eat it?)” Before I can reply him, he asked, “yao bu yao wo fen yi dian gei ni ah? (wan me to share some with u?)” Oh man… I’m melting le… But he din give me a chance to say I wan lo… Cuz he walked to another side after saying tt… =( But still he’s cute! Hee… After some chatting again, he went off n we went home, happily with all our gains today… =D

listened to the sweet sound @ 1:35 PM


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